Track 1..Now Departing..

15 Mar

Have you ever felt like you somehow have lost your grounding and got off track with life? Like things were getting all off their surface? Not necessarily not going the way you planned – but that you were stuck in the middle of the road with 257287524987 different directional paths in front of you and you were stuck on which one to choose? This Path to Freedom, Road to Success, Trail to Don’t Look Back.

Lately I’ve been all sorts of wacked out emotionally, mentally, physically.. I’d even go as far as saying morally. It’s a stretch, but my morals feel like they’ve altered and I feel like I don’t know why. I find it extremely hard to focus and even though I’m doing everything in my power to try to regain my focus it’s such a struggle. I try to occupy my time with the positive energies in my life and all the things necessary that I see fit to build a healthy and meaningful life – but there are things that are keeping me from keeping myself grounded. I don’t know what or how to fix it and maybe that’s my problem altogether. I shouldn’t be looking for the answer to my problem and I should let it just find its way to me.

Some days I feel like I’m going to have the best of best days and others I feel like the world around my inner most being will crush, but I think my core is being tested with life and has to go through these “tough” trials and times. I’d like to think that I’d be nursing myself back to sanity by saying that I have to deal with some crappy stuff sometimes in order to maintain a fulfilling life. What one person ever lives a perfect life? I don’t expect that, but I think falling off track has its moments but sometimes it’s such a scary thing not knowing if you’re going to fall off and lose it. I know myself well enough to know that I might get close to the edge and my heart may drop a few times, but I never allow myself to fall.

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